Reality is what's left when you stop believing....
French, 26, single since way too long, actually working for a company called Business Square, based around Paris as a software designer/architect/programmer, in mobile Internet.
Body modification is for me a way to deal with my inner self, fears, daily life, confidence...
I am really happy about what this path that I've chosen has brought to me since I started, in December 2000.
It helped me becoming a stronger person, to believe in myself, to build myself very personnal projects, and above all helped me realize that I was a living entity...
IAM:
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-Pierced
-Play-pierced
-Suspended
-Self-harmed
-Micro Dermalized
-Scarificationized
-Afraid of getting tattooed
-Brutally honest
-A (constant) day dreamer
-A sexaholic
-A party animal
-A researcher of the body and mind connection
-A percussionist
-Addicted to new experiences
-Addicted to psychedelic experiences
-Addicted to music
-Not in need of other people to keep my head busy
-An ermit
-Somewhat asocial
-Rough, indelicate and egoistic on a social level
-Cuddly, sweet and caring on an intimate level
-Almost never in my head at the same place that my body is
-Always thinking
-Unable to settle down
-In need to be calmed down
-Really nervous
-Someone who speaks loudly
-Very opiniated
-Outspoken
-Always glad to have an intersting conversation
-Eager to learn
-Eager to meet people
-Earger to teach
-Constantly evolving
-Often changing my mind
-Fascinated by body fluids
-Undecided most of the time about the biggest choices of life
-A lonely somewhat broken heart
-In need of someone to think about, cuddle, kiss, love and take care of...
I do:
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Piercing, darkness, software designing, Internet, nights where I can gaze into the milky way, creepy stuff, zombie movies, drugs movies, goth & fetish aestetics, drugs, allnight long parties w/ friends, freeparties, Teknivals, pain for pleasure, Paris night life, growing and consuming my own, watching movies, philosophy, spirituality, music, playing drums & (custom)precussion, porn, how the women's body looks, sweet and passionnate lovemaking, raw and hardcore fucking, talking, being lost in my thoughts/dreams, confronting ideas, having pointless but enriching conversations with smart and over-thinking people, and more as soon as it pops out of my head.
I don't:
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Hypocrisy, global economy, megacorporation, Paris daily life, soldout politicians, stupid questions about my mods, dumb customers, toilet odorizer, being bored, being lost in my thoughts/dreams (I know I said this twice), status quo, prejudice used as status quo, reality shows/TV, mind formatting and more as soon as it pops out of my head.
I wish:
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Tongue splitting, back heavy tribal tattoing, body-painting, suspension and rituals, left upper thigh and right lower calf cutting.
Probably more in the next few year...but I have my entire life to modify my self, that's one of my favorite thing about bodmod.
I hear:
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Various local HardTek/Core sound, The Gathering, TooL, Pink Floyd, Ben Harper, Deftones, SOAD, a bunch of Black/Metal bands, Machine Head
Samael, Paradise Lost, Björk, Portishead, Mass Hysteria, Lofofora, No One Is Innocent, Mano Solo, La Mano Negra, Beethoven & Classical music in general, Jungle, Drum'n'Bass, Goldie, LTJ Bukem, Photek and more as soon as it pops out of my head...(yeah as usual...)
2008/12/19 17:50
Last days of work! Now on vacations for 2 weeks...i'll run awxay from everything that fuction with bits, so see you all guys in 2 weeks
